Sarah Joan Soh
Given such ugly nicknames by my friends, Ah Soh or asshole.
But I still love them
April 22 1992
Chinese with little Malay blood
Clarinetist
Christian
A sweet tooth
Rarely maks sense
Strong faith in God
Makes real good sense when provoked
Slacker for Chinese
Has high metabolism
Beats around the bush quite often
Only true friends will tolerate
A Trustworthy friend
Senses fail. Only works when provoked.
Sweet!
I used to think that I wasn't fun enough
And I used to think that I wasn't wild enough
But I wont waste my time tryna figure out
Why you playing games whats this all about
And I cant believe you hurted me
I met your girl what a difference
What u see in her you aint seee in me
But I guess it was all just make believe
Ooh love
Never knew what I was missing
But I knew once we start kissing
I found love
Never knew what I was missing
But I knew once we start kissing I found
Found you
Now you gone what am I gonna do
So empty in my heart
My soul cant go on
Go on without you
My rainy days fade away
When you come around
Please tell me baby
Why you go so far away
Why you go away
Never knew what I was missing
But I knew once we start kissing
I found love
Never knew what I was missing
But I knew once we start kissing
I found
Found you
Who would've known Id find you
Ooh
Now you gone what am I gonna do
So empty my heart
My soul cant go on
Go on baby without you
Rainy days fade away
When you come around
Say your here to stay with me boy
I don't want you to leave me
I need you
Love never knew what I was missing
But knew once we start kissing
I found love
Never knew what I was missing
But I knew once we start kissing
I found love
Temptations
Straight A's for O Levels
Do well in my other common tests and SA's
Get In Nanyang Poly
Complete my work on tie from now on
Tolerate Mrs Long
Get help from Mr Lathif regarding maths
Crumpler sling bag
Get a wholenew wardrobe
Shopping trips to the malls more often
im having a really hectic week this week... that includes all my saturdays and my after school times... my schdeul (spelling error) is as follows:
monday: came home early to rush fnn
tuesday: had band from 4.30pm to 6.30pm (reached home at 8+ 9)
wednesday: had CLB (reached home at 7+ 8)
thursday: have fnn remedial from 1.10 to 2.10
friday: have band from 2.30 to 6.30, have meet the parents session
saturday: have sectionals from 8 to 9, have band prac from 9 to 1, have council workshop, have church.
sunday: church (PRAISE GOD)!!!!!!
that, is my whole week.
another thing.
I BEAT MR CHOO IN THE WAR OF WORDS!!! hahas... for those who do not noe... mr choo is actually my english teacher. it went something like this:
me:teacher! eas calling you!!!
teacher:(mumbled something)
me:teacher, come here for a while...
teacher:yes miss sarah?
me:teacher, eas asked you a question and you did not answer her..
teacher:i answered wad!
me:ya... you MUMBLED something
teacher:anyway, the answer to her question is alr on the board!
me:the board says the PAGES that we need to do. the question is not abt wad page but it's abt weather we need to do the SUMMARY!
teacher:you as a councillor should see for her
me:no. although im a councillor, I AM NOT HER PAIR OF EYES!!! as a councillor, if there is anything that she does not understand, i should HELP HER and not SPOON FEED her!
teacher:(smiles and walks away)
for that, cristy and chelsea says that i became wittier!
another thing.
- i noe that you are the president, but it does not give you the right to shout at us.
- emmanuel is not trying to accuse you, why the bad attitude?
- you wanted emmanuel to speak up, so why scream at him?
yet another thing.
- i did you a favour by helping you pass the shoe bag. is it my fault?
- either way, i will get scolded, either by you of mr dinesh.
- i passed it to the gal.
- there was a communication breakdown somewhere between. is it my fault?
- the guy left it outside the class when it got stolen, but he got the least scoldings. why?
- the 'victim' is alr getting a replacement on fri, why the BIG fuss?
signing off
sarahjoansoh
5:12 AM
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Thursday, March 22, 2007
my day: went to sku with mel as per normal. reached sku and ran to search for the flags... we cld not find it so we decided to look for the suspects. we found them (and the flags) and as we were walking away... nizam had to comment on our skirts. saying that they were short... claming that we both folded our skirts... saying that it was obvious... actually... i did not fold my skirt at all... wads wrong with your eyes? yes. mel folded. but you did not even care abt her explaination. wads this? well... had normal lessons until i saw that class diary. the contents inside blew the last straw. you guys are like sooo against the class tee... y? because of the material? oh yeah. i forgot... it HAS to be YOUR fav- jersey. think of the class pls. another reason. because it is polo. like hello?? earth to fin fin? you like sooo agreed that polo was okie for you. so wad are you trying to say now? oh. "i liked it that time. but now i hate it."?? ok. i confess. i did not like it at 1st but aft i thought of the effort, time and money that carmen had invested. i went along with it. anyway. you di not help at all... when was it your turn to judge the material of the designs? well part of wad i wrote was " stomach wadeva we do. in layman's terms- stomach in wadever we do. in SIMPLER terms- shut up and just agree to wadever we do." sorry. but i think i made enough sense for you to understand.well... had cip aft sku and had to walk up and down 5 blocks! wow! was so darn tired... wanted to just sit in the bus, listen to music and just relax... but my way of relaxing was RUDELY interrupted by sumone. he was like "so lonely ah you?" sorry. but i dun tink its any of your business. and when i say i dun need any unnecassary company? i mean it. if you are trying to imply that im a loner cos im not attached? i telling you that i dun need a guy! thank you for your kind intentions.
3:07 AM
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
i, sarah joan, hereby declare that i shall be single until i am old enouf to make choices on my own... anyway... this is for those guys that think they have a chance but they should not even think of it ONLY if they have the following pointers... if you have failed to achieve the 1st two, forget it.
my expectations of a guy...
- chosen by God (compulsory!!!)
-a christian (compulsory)
- chinese (compulsory)
- peranakan
-tall
-kind hearted
- sweet
-romantic
- able to stand my nonsense (compulsory)
- can sing
- dark
-relatively good looking
- able to support me in the near future (compulsory)
- respects me (compulsory)
- respects my parents (compulsory)
- respects his own parents (compulsory)
- accept me for who i am (compulsory)
-faithful (compulsory)
-trustworthy (compulsory)
- has a backbone (compulsory)
- has a mind of his own (compulsory)
- trusts me (compulsory)
- loves me =) (compulsory!!!)
- out going (compulsory)
- loves to talk (compulsory)
ppl... pleeese bear in mind that i have my own personal resons as to why i expect those from a guy... pass all these and... (complete the sentance yourself)
5:39 AM
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Monday, March 19, 2007
SYF SYF SYF SYF!!!! thats all im thinking of now... i now dun really care abt bad attitudes or any nonsense from anybody now... all im thinking of is the syf now... nothing can stand in my way now... i think we shld put every thing aside... not care if anything cums in your way and just push it away... concentrate on our SYF!!! only one thing shld be on our minds now... but i dunno if thats wad the rest of the band is thinking wad im thinking off now... well... i just hope we gt wadeva we want to gt from syf... it will be worth our pracs now... as for me? i'll of cos do my part but i will leave all the rest to God... i cant possibly do every thing on my own... really surrender all to Him...
3:00 AM
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Sunday, March 18, 2007
2 things. 1) im sorry if i've offended you in any way and ya... both of us are in the wrong. c'mon... we are a band and we should stick together as one. no matter wad happens and even if we were having a bad day, i think it's still not rite to flare up at whoever is the victim of your anger. i dun care if you accept my apology but i've done my part. i forgive you even if you are still mad at me. i just hope that this band can function as per normal again.. no more nonsense from any of the sections especially the clarinet section. i think we now only have one goal; to get a trophy that we all are working for, for the upcoming syf we shld all set aside our differences and work together as ONE body. dun even give a damn if anyone irritates you. c'mon! buck up! im sure we can get wad we want if we work hard enough!!!
2) I BROUGHT MEL TO CHURCH!!! hahas... im like super super happy!!! thank God for answering my prayer; allow her to respond to the altar call!!! the nxt min? she asked if i wanna go to the altar wit her!!! im so glad she got touched by God himself!!! sooo excited! really! i really had a sense of satisfaction when she responded to it... thx sarah NG for asking if shes coming on a regular basis=) i was kinda scared to ask that question...hahas... hmmm... maybe Cristy wld wanna come eh? i mean with Mel? *hint* *hint* *hinting to Cristy*? loves=)
12:12 AM
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Thursday, March 15, 2007
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!one more time... im gonna give you 1 more chance!!! you have been getting on our nerves and irritating us like nobodies business and also have been being sooo damn unresonable; asking us to stay back aft that tiring band exchange... last min some more!! Some of us may be able to take your nonsense (excluding me) but thats made possible only because they have enough PATIENCE!!!! ppl like me, who dun have patience have only one thing for you-- a humongous KNOCK on your head!!! i know that it was mr lee's idea to make us stay back but you, as someone hu is asking us to stay, SHLD NOT shout, scream or even 'throw' the stupid stand!!! whats your problem??!! oh. i noe! you so totally have ATTITUDE problem! if you think you are pissed, go to a corner and calm yourself down la... i dun think you need a normal acadamic student to tell you, a 1st class express student what to do ya?? let me tell you a secret... if wei teck did not step into this, i would have stomped out of the band room!!! at that time, i wont even care if you called the principle down!and to those cuckoo nanas outside the band room hu were shouting non stop to you-noe-who, i think that you guys were just plain gong gong!!! i dun c what business of yours issit! no matter what the hell is happening in the band room, it's none of your business aft you stepped out! and do you think giving others that fucking stare would do you any good??!! what more AFT critising the clarinet section? DAMN SHIOK ISSIT???!!! damn you la... before you critisise other sections, take a look at your own! it may not be as perfect as how you THINK it is!!! for all you noe, it may just be your imagination and not a FACT!!! how the hell do you think we wld feel huh??how wld YOU like ot if i said ooo the trumpet section sucks or ooo the trombone section sucks or what ever... oh. i forgot. is'nt the bass CLARINET a part of the clarinet section??!! or did it just SLIP off your mind??!! huh??!! oops i forgot.what is this man?? a band?? whatever happened to 'one band, one sound, one spirit'??!! are you gonne say oops i forgot too??whtaever happened to the UNITED band i 1st knew when i was sec1? or are we just slacking just because mdm tan is'nt here? do you know how DISAPPOINTED our seniors are? this is just a wake up call... i cant assure you that one day the seniors WONT march in and blow their top!!! c'mon... BUCK UP!!!
CAUTION! READERS UNDER 12 ARE ADVICED NOT TO READ IT! RATED N12 (VIOLENCE AND ANGER) as the rating suggests, yep! im DARN PISSED with you, you1 and she!!! 1st, you are like super fortunate that crist did not punch you (all because wei teck stopped her! and not because she did not want to) well... lemme tell you something-- my MAIN question is that, why (the hell) did you want to drop me to the 3rd clarinet??!! well... thats like all crsit is asking you!!! well... it's like always you who makes the decision THEN tell whoever is involved in it but c'mon! pls, i can almost beg you, pleeeese THINK of how the affected person wld feel, regardless if the decision is good or bad! ask how and what is his/her opinion and if he/she agrees to it! well... if you want to know MY stand on it, it will definately be my pleasure to tell you, crystal clear! I AM NOT GOING TO PLAY THE 3RD CLARINET'S PART! reason??!! 1) i have been practicing for soooo darn loong in the 1st clarinatist part and in definately not dropping JUST because YOU think i should! 2) although i dun really cum for practice regularly, i DO noe my parts and i DO noe wad to play! 3) i think that the excuse of bringing me into third clarinet just so i can BALANCE the music is just CRAPP!! f you think im good, why drop me?? that aside.. nxt issue 2nd, you1 are like super fortunate that i just punched you lightly and did not slap you across the face when we were suppose to go out for lunch. if you want to noe the reason? i think that you are just plain C-H-I-L-D-I-S-H!! do you think shouting under the blocks that you have b**** makes you have them?? do you think that makes you COOL?? or does that make you daring?? c'mon la... you are alr 16! GROW UP man!! show that you are 16 and not 12 or 13!!! making fun of ppl's names also wont make you get their attention? but, on the contrary, it makes them irritated? ESPECIALLY, when they were alr irritated before and do not need others to add on!! my main point?? GROW UP!!! 3rd, she wasn't helping either... c'mon! all i was doing was not to take advantage of the situation but to help you find out if saying vulger words are accepted. its called teaching! hello... i definately dun tink i deserved the so called slap on the bus chair! and the pull of the rubber band? c'mon... i can like tie it back?? use your brain la! you too... shld thank god that i did not slap you!!!
My holidays are filled up with band pracs... its decided... I only have one day of holiday. It's not fair, other cca's have lesser practices than we do.. at least Im more fortunate than Crist, Mel and Diyana, they all have projects and stuffs to do and I dont. Thank god for that. I didnt go to school today cos I was feeling very lazy, Mel and Crist both said that I was a lazy bum and Crist says its true. Thats what they mean by great minds think alike on the other hand yanyan thinks that fulls dont differ, but Im gonna stick to Crist and Mel's opinion... oh yeah one more thing, I finally updated my decaying blog, so praise me. Im kidding, I kid I kid.... and another thing is I was supposed to go for a bbq at my friend's place on thursday but thursday is booked with band prac and that day is the band exchange programme. sigh... I guess the government doesnt understand the meaning of holidays. I had a 53/100 for maths but at least I passed okay, better than I fail right? Im in need of Mr Lathif's help again, need him to transfer his magic tricks to me(solving maths). I just wish that he was my maths teacher instead of Mrs Long, its not that I dont like her but her teaching really sucks. I dont get anything out from her, no offence. Mrs Long also said that my attendance wasnt good in school but on the contrary, I only absent myself first two days if this year. What bout Crist, she had the pox and she was absent for two weeks, that is so unfair. Why cant Mrs Long be more understanding? she should take understanding lessons from Mr Lathif. As for my other tests, Im just hoping to pass all so I gotta mug hard from now on... and receive more lessons from Mr Lathif!!!!!!!
12:18 AM
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
guys... many many many apologies from me... really sorry fer not updating... i was kinda too lazy to switch to the new blogger... well... mr dinesh saw me yesterday aft sku and... DID NOT SCOLD ME! ya.. but i will have to c him every day to 'report' my homework to him... cos i have not been completing my HOMEWORK! WELLL... im in sku now and i have to chao... c you guys soon=))
